A_Beauitful_Disaster's Xanga

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 21:53:59 GMT

Pictures::

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 02:51:27 GMT

Time To Fill People In....

FRIDAY:
Billy needs to get the fuck out of his house
We tried to get him out last night
and him and Jim couldn't
find Rick and I and yeh...

Stuff happened
And DARLEEN
Calls me up
Asking if I was
going around saying
that she got STDs and I said No
And then Billy got on and told
me to tell Rick not to come down
ever and to give him the bondage pants.

And then Darleen went
into another room and
asked me if I was trying to
get back with Billy lastnight (meaning Thursday)
and I'm like no, but I should of
said NO HE WAS ALL OVER ME

But I'm not that mean to Billy.
According to Jim, she is VERY
Controling and wanted him home
In 30 minutes from their last walk.

And they got in an argument on Thursday
About her cheating on him
and she would be moved out
If Billy's dad didn't make them
talk everything out.

SUNDAY

Well basically... He chose Darlene over Me. According to Darlene he wants Lauryn to still come around but yet he apparently wants nothing to do with Me.....He didnt say it she did. He just stood there. Then he denied kissing me. Which Lauryn witnessed so WTF? Darlene belives Lauryn tho because she knows Lauryn wont lie to her she has no reason too. anyway besdies the point. She's coming to Lauryn's house at 8 to talk to me and Lauryn she Said that Billy has an hour to tell her the truth and if he keeps denying it shes leaving him so i guess we'll know by 8:00 tonight.

Darleen came down
she hasn't seen Billy
since he left with his friend
And she told us if we see him
to tell him she packed her shit
and moved out

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 15:25:49 GMT

I was at Kaylee's house last night
and she comes running upstairs
Kendra you have to GO HOME
Now!
I asked why
And she said
Lauryn is downstairs, BILLY is comming over
I screamed WHAT

I went home, shaking as all hell, and
he was comming over to hear out of Lauryn's mouth
that Darleen was/is cheating on him.

He walks in, right past Lauryn as
she is telling him about Darleen
He pretty much ignores it
And automatically hugs me.
One of those
I'm Sorry-I Fucked Up-I Fucking Missed You Hugs.
And I was holding on tighter
then he could and all I could say
Was I fucking missed you.
He kissed me on the cheek
and said I missed you too girl.

I was so happy
Lauryn has never
Seen me that happy
and I slept last night
without crying to sleep.

So that was my reunion,
Gah I'm happy. I misseded him.
The night got better from then on too.
I'm so happy.

As for today.
German
Civics
Earth Science
Pre-Algebra

Then I'm Not Sure What I'm Doing.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 17:10:03 GMT

I don't know why I still even update this Xanga.
Anyway
Single
Kinda Loving It
Kinda Hating It

Billy is with a 24-year old
crackhead who got STDs
And such. And I'll laugh
When he tries to come back to me

I went out with this dude
Sean.
but we broke up
too weird.

I'm not in love
or in like
Anymore
so that be good.

Going to Florida
in 9 days
And counting

Went to Samantha Brown's
Funeral Yesterday
god I fucking miss her

I got a new phone
and new number
so just IM me and ask for it

Schaeffer and I
are actually getting alone

Mere left me
for fucking Bethlehem

New Layout
Static.

I might be getting a job
with lauryn
at a barn
*jumps up and down*
and I get to ride horses
After my work is done

Basically all I got to do
Is muck out stalls
feed horses
brush them
and its $50 per day!
Well, its $100
but Lauryn is splitting it with me!!

Xanga Always Used:
http://www.xanga.com/K_Rocks_Your_Socks_Off

MySpace:
http://www.myspace.com/kendraxelizabeth

New Pictures::

Rick

Jim

Lauryn

Lauryn and Me.

Meh.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 05:14:15 GMT

Not With Ashley
With Billy

Xanga Always Used:
http://www.xanga.com/K_Rocks_Your_Socks_Off

MySpace:
http://www.myspace.com/kendraxelizabeth

Pictures:

All Of Yours Truely

My Baby, Billy

Billy and Me

All the Girls: Lauryn, Missy, mere, and Meh

Meh, Jeff, Lauryn, Missy, and Mere

Love You Lots,
K

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 04:07:59 GMT

NEW

XANGA

K_Rocks_Your_Socks_Off

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 02:15:41 GMT

Yea....Chilled with my Brother, Ashley, Lauryn, and Gabby today, then just with my brother!! Billy & Lauryn go out!! So sweet!! ahahahah anyway, yea....Going to the school tomorrow.....5 months for ash & I....woohoo

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Kendra

I love my big bro, Billy!
I Love Ashley!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 02:43:29 GMT

This weekend kicked ass.....Chilled with my baby girl and my big brother Billy......He likes to blow shit up.....Anyway, went to a concert, and we left early, we were all sick of being there, and now my brother and ashley are sleeping over my house tonight...w00t w00t.

ANYWAY, I'm making Billy an xanga tomorrow, yup yup....Don't exactly know whats going on. Ashley and Billy are engrosed in the movie, The Year Without A Santa Clause.....haha I think if I unplug the tv my brother will kick my ass haha.....

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Kendra

I Love Ashley!
Ashley and Kendra
Together, Forever, For Life

Friday, December 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 14:19:14 GMT

Yesterday....Was fun....Chilled with Ashley and Billy all night...
Today, printed out pictures for Lauryn, printed out pictures, and they are on my wall.....Got class soon...blah....Going to the school again, giving Lauryn her pictures, meeting Ashley and most likely my brother Billy....yup yup.

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Kendra

I Love Ashley!
Ashley and Kendra
Together, Forever, For Life

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 12:53:23 GMT

Wow its early.....I got up at 7, Britt called, we are cool as of last night.....I met her at Dino's and then we met up with Lauryn....Walked to Smokers Alley, sat with Kyle, started walking, met my baby girl. She looks so pretty today, shes dressed kind of preppy and has her hair back & eyeliner on. But she looks even more beautiful then she already does....I like her hair back in a ponytail too....Yup, staying up now, going to do my H.W....

Going up to the school later on....Yup Yup.....I'm going to the concert Saturday, WOO HOO! Oh Yeah Can't wait!!!.....Oh and if anyone knows where in or near pottstown to get Quake 1 for PS1 or Windows ME please tell me!

Three Days Grace
Wake Up

I’m not sober all the time
You bring me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don’t want you

I must be running out of luck
Cause you’re just not drunk enough to fuck
And now I’ve had it up to here
I don’t, I don’t want you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

I’m not angry all the time
You push me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don’t want you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you

Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

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Kendra

I Love Ashley!
Ashley and Kendra
Together, Forever, For Life